Go out of the comfort zone they said. It will be fun they said.

Fun? More like... A horror.

Why did I do that?

:(

Bad bad day.

Kotobian Tadau Tagazo Do Kaamatan, Sabah! Gayu Guru Gerai Nyamai, Sarawak!

It sure feels amazing when you finally realize that you no longer need or want the person who walked from you.

It's a good feeling, :)

Busy weeks ahead!

Oh med school -_-"

Annnnd, a BIG shout out to all the Sabahans and Sarawakians out there, HAPPY HARVEST FESTIVAL!

Happy holidays and please please please DON'T drink and drive :)

The way of thinking.

I read these stories here.

And eventho' I am NOT a Malay ( I am a Sabahan. A Muslim Sabahan) but because of my name and my religion, people often mistaken me for a Malay.

I hate it.

And after reading these stories, I am more embarrassed because these stories are true!

It's in Malay tho'.

Kisah 1:

Seorang cina kaya membeli 10 bungkus nasi untuk seekor kucingnya setiap... hari.
Apa ada dalam fikiran melayu?
Sayang kucing?
Kucing makan banyak?

Jawapan cina, "Saya beli banyak sebab kawan saya baru buka kedai makan, bagi duit mesti taknak. Jadi, ini saja cara saya untuk membantu dia."


Kisah 2:

Seorang melayu pergi membeli kedai cina yang buruk, hanya untuk melihat anak tuan kedai cantik.
Satu hari gadis itu tiada, setelah ditanya rupanya sudah pergi sambung pengajian di England.
Apa ada dalam fikiran melayu?
Kedai buruk tapi duit banyak?
Bergadai tanah atau meminjam dari orang?

Jawapan cina, "Saya dari keluarga Lim, bila anak saya nak pergi belajar, semua Lim yang kaya akan bantu Lim yang miskin. Tak perlu bayar balik, bila Lim miskin sudah jadi kaya, Lim kaya yang baru itu akan bantu Lim miskin yang lain pula."


Kisah 3:

Pihak masjid mahu mengubahsuai masjid, bajet hanya 20 ribu.
Dicari kontraktor melayu.
Apa dalam fikiran kontraktor melayu?
Sebut harga hanya 20 ribu katanya.
Pihak masjid mencuba pula dengan kontraktor cina. Terkejut imam kerana harga hanya 12 ribu.

Jawapan cina, " Tempat ini kan dibuat untuk orang sembahyang, tak boleh la ambil mahal nanti tuhan marah."


Masyaallah, tak malukan wahai bangsaku? Kalau ada kawan buka kedai, tak malu meminta diskaun? Saudara mara ingin sambung belajar tidak dibantu, malah dihina jika miskin. Membina masjid pun mahu mengaut untung lebih?

Malangnya, kisah diatas adalah kisah benar.

~renung2kan

I am a quarter Chinese (thanks to my mother!) so ahem, not feeling that embarrassed anymore.

But seriously, I am NOT a Malay.

My dad is 100% Bisaya and my mom is Kadazan Dusun mixed with Chinese.

So there.

I am ready for the Summer nights.

It's 4 something in the morning, and the sun is up :)

I am kinda excited for that part of Summer where the sun sets at 12 midnight and rises as early as 2 in the morning.

I am kinda busy with studies and clearing all my pending tests and exams.

Wish me luck, pray with me okay?

And as soon as I clear (almost) everything, I'll say...

SUMMER 2012, BRING IT ON!

Soon :)

Panic attack!

UPDATED.

Thursday is never my lucky day at the uni.

Never.

Gahhhhhhh, I need my weekend :(

I know how I usually panicking over nothing but not today.

I have crazy amount of pendings and I don't know where to begin and instead of studying, I managed to finish watching 5 seasons of The Big Bang Theory in less than two weeks.

Procrastinating much?

Too much.

Well anyway.

It's 5.49am Moscow time and I am still up and panicking.

Please please please lecturers be nice to me today :'(

I just wanna go home right after my classes and sleep but nooooo, another crazy day is waiting for me tomorrow.

See, I not yet go to sleep but already I am planning on what to do after my class.

Such negative vibes.

But honestly, I can't see any visions that today is going to be a good day.

Nope, not at all.

This, plus the hormones?

Call me extra crazy today.

Update.

IT WAS A GOOD DAY! :)
PRAISE TO ALLAH :)

It's that time of the semester again. Sleepless nights and teary eyes.

I am tempted to write about the pretty/ugly truth of studying in Russia and of course, the colourful side of living here, too.

I know lots of you wondering how is it studying in Russia because in a week I have at least one Google-er (?) google-ed 'Studying in RSMU' .

I did the same thing too when I was still deciding about my next step after my Sunway days.

And trust me, don't trust your agent 100%.

They sugar coated almost everything so yeah...

Earrings: Topshop.

Soon, okay?

I am going through that phase/time of the semester again, I have crazy amount of pendings to be cleared!

Annnnnd of course, the party scene just gets better as the temperature rising.

;)

Meet my beautiful roommate.

Large hoop earrings: Diva.

Oh yeah, I couldn't decide which side to rest my hair.

The perks of being my (self proclaimed by me) best friend.

You'd rather carry this big and heavy grocery bag than being seen carrying a tray of eggs?
Yes.
Why? Just pick it up and walk. It's way lighter.
No. It doesn't look cool! It's not cool to carry a tray of eggs!
*shoving and mini wrestling each other*
Hah! I am not gonna carry the eggs.
Good. Look who has a bigger ego problem.
Now we know. *flips hair*


And we had a good laugh about it, I know I can get a little bit crazy at times.
Teheee :)
I am still wondering how Nishan can tahan my crazy and ridiculous attitude.
He must be a saint.

Hello Kitty ice cream, anyone?

The much needed ice cream break with Joy and Simmy, me love :)

To cheer myself up.
And also to make my itchy throat suffers.

It's going to be a long day today.
I hope Dr. Ali remembers me and how he told me to do the MCQ test then only I settle my micro climate class notes.
Or else, I will just do what Nishan told me "Tebal kan muka and just keluar from the class if he asks you to".
Whatever floats the boat lah eh...
I am not in the mood to argue with anyone.

Spring is finally here and you know what time it is...

It's time to catch the fever.
As in the real fever.

Flu, sore throat, cough, headache... The whole package.


:(